she walks

she notices

she looked

she smilesSs.......

she walks again

she took her time

she blushed

she look back

and again she smilesSs.....

hah.

im think im in lurveee....

*wink*

reminds me how gullible i can be at times.

oh well...

c'mon everyone sing with me!!!

"i dream..i can run...like the wind...and be strong.."

bla bla bla...i dream!!!" hah.

im so freakingly happy right now.

i can just flyaway..

someone please hold me down??

haha.

you'd probably think im an idiot.

a happy overexcited idiot mind you.

no more MRT. too crowded.

no more buses. too slow.

no more EZlink.

no more irritaing tapping sound tt goes "teeeeet" when u alight.

its that joy feeling inside of you when you see that

bike license right on your palms where its supposed to be,

its that sense of achievement, sense of thingy wingy dingy

that makes you jump around like monkeys, haha.

after so much hustle and hastle.

yeah!

anyone wants to be the first to ride with me??

dun worry..i wont crash..

i bring extra plaster in my wallet just in case..

hah!

valentines day fever...

kinda shiitty to fall on a monday.

am planning not to go anywhere.

swore my self not to indulge into those romantic

valentines thingy for once.

well..too bad.

im a really bad planner and suck at sworing things.

hah.

c'mon i really have to surrender myself.

it does take quite alot of guts for a gerl to actually ask a guy out

to be her valentine. dont u agree..??

sounds argueably cliche to some..mabi not on my terms.

oh well..overwhelmed feelings..

never had the heart to disappoint a' laaadeeeyy..

and then she handed the ornamental classic red rose..

realli got me weak in my knees.

the rest we did today is just history..smiles*

putting hope on something you believe in is good.
sometimes hope is the only thing that keeps you going.
nevertheless, when that time comes,
for that one single moment,
when you realise its all lost,
den be prepared to cover your face with a huge pillow
and realli cry your heart out.
and "hope" no ones there to hear your pain.
hah.
again..another shiitty senseless entry written.
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btw thanks for ur comment on my previous entry,
nurul or whoever u are cuz i dun really noe who you are. heh.
i dun really regard it as a poetry though
i feel that every feeling's you have inside of you,
every single momment of joy or depression
is just another "poetic" chapter in your life.
it may sound like a poetry to you. but basically
its just how i expressed it to the ones around me.
in other words, mabi im just talking nonsense to all.
yet watever literature you thought i'd be doing
is still far from my intentions of writting one. hah.
but i seriously thank you for the compliment.
err..at least i think it IS a compliment.
anyhoo i really appreciate it.
btw i realli have this phobia thingy against literature.
mabi its time someone save me
from that shallow thought of mine.

a fren was talking abt valentines day
and ive come to close to realise something..
good frens of mine are all somehow attached.
to have pretty boi/girlfrens that they are proud of.
i cant acknowledge anyone whos not in lurve rite now
as much as the irony filling up on me
im still pretty ok with myself.
the art of single status isnt that bad after all rite.
yet i do feel that life is like a long journey.
its like a straight road leading to the horizon.
with a nice warming sunset at the far backgrd
just to make the scenery breathtaking.
you dont know whats up ahead.
but u noe its going to be absolutely nice.
and wldnt be much more perfect to take the journey
with the one you love most.
and all these frens are happily together,
each with their love ones by their side,
driving towards this beautiful horizon,
whizzing past me as i slowly walk by the side of this road,
alone...
its not that im not happy or anything.
i am.
but it would be nicer to share your life journey
with that special someone dont u think so.
i don wanna get this emo shitts tingling in my mind rite now.
so just treasure the ones you love most orite.
embrace the beauty of love in this world!

sleeping is good. very good.

i wish i could appreciate it before.

am having sleepless nights.

cant have my eyes shut now. not before 4-5am in the wee.

im dependent too much on the pills.

then mum throw it away!!!

and my mind went bezzerk.

funny i didnt ask her why she did that.

you noe, i have this scary feeling that i might need

some psychiatric help in the future.

its not that im crazee or anything.

i need to put my life back on the right course.

ive been missing something for quite sometime now.

hah.

but then again.

ive not been sleeping well.

so mabi im just pure lame crazily stoopid.

aaaa. that explains.