sleeping is good. very good.

i wish i could appreciate it before.

am having sleepless nights.

cant have my eyes shut now. not before 4-5am in the wee.

im dependent too much on the pills.

then mum throw it away!!!

and my mind went bezzerk.

funny i didnt ask her why she did that.

you noe, i have this scary feeling that i might need

some psychiatric help in the future.

its not that im crazee or anything.

i need to put my life back on the right course.

ive been missing something for quite sometime now.

hah.

but then again.

ive not been sleeping well.

so mabi im just pure lame crazily stoopid.

aaaa. that explains.