i longed for the day that everything would be okay.
where i dun have to worry about anything animore.
where i dun have to take sleeping pills just to fall asleep.
where i could just close my eyes and smile through my dreams.
knowing i've made a choice im not going to regrette ever.
i wanna have that feeling ive lost all these years.
and yes.
yes of coz i will fight to defend a girl
but i wont fight merely to get a girl's love which everyguys after.
i wont.

fate is fate.

whats not meant to be will never meant to be*

*a good friend once told me.
if love can be forced by winning over,
then i dun think thats true love.
love is special thing that flows through both hearts.
you dun have to ask yourselves why.
it does hurts when i cant have what ive always wanted.
i cant taste what its like to have this fulfilled.
still many frens ask me why?
i dunnoe cos im still searching that something special.
im gonna have to put my mind to rest now.
if not im gonna get alot2 pimples on my face.
hah.
whats got to do with pimples??
i dunnoe...just my stupid theory.
rest well my humble frenz.
nitez.