smallville season 4 is just about to be televised on tv.
its not surprized how slow channel 5 is.
already watched till it ends.
and i have to say the last episode couldnt be mush more perfect.
realli got emotionally swayed by it.
hah.
unless ur not a big fan of lana lang...
den please dun bother watching it.
its funny how happy endings in reality is somehow a contrary
to those we see on TV.
and how ppl can get easily sucked in to it.
so i basically think TV directors are just gays.
haha.
dun ask me how i assume that.
but overall they make great showbizz..
and with lana lang as ze starry princess..
its just picture perfect.
yea.

just few minutes passed by from a day so special
to someone.
someone whose blessed for that admirable individuality.
that very first someone to genuienly showed the world to me.
the very first person to literally reveal the bitter sweet of ****hmmm....
someone to leave a scar
but someone to still be remembered.
indeed someone whom is undeniably the reason for the very person
that i became today.
some things stay clouded when its reachable.
but it'll be all crystal clear when its gone.
but one thing i've learn from you is that its bad to look back.
its unhealthy to yearn back what you lost.
besides..in life once too many chances is enough.
its only limited to what we can be given to prove something.
apologies from me.
much appreciated to you.
thank you so much for your guidance.
thank you so much for the memories.
i hope you'll have the time of your life.
and i hope someone else might come along
and fullfill your every wishes
which i had possibly failed last time.
but i realize i never had the chance to thank you personally before.
so im taking this opportunity to do so..
but even though all this words may never actually be read.
unquestionably...this blog may not even be known to you.
but i hope my pray and utmost sincerity will still be able to reach out to
the very far corners of my time and life.
especially to you.
only god knows how.
so i thank you.
take care.

damn i hate those irritating ppl..u noe who you are..
do i look like some poor criminal to you??
why the hell would i want to risk myself into that kind of situation.
if i had the chance i would have had screw
the eyebaLLz out of your freaking 'eyes'-hole.
ahah.

discomfortingly...still wokay
sometimes again i feel that somethings are better kept low-profiled.
im just willing to risk that sooo little exposure.
am really trying with my every heart to preserve
and nurture it to the very best it could possibly be.
but the way things are going...
its just seem a little off disclosure isinit??
someday somehow truth will give in to all..i know...
still...theres always time for everything rite..
mabi im plainly so0 used to being that way.
i believe things will come as it should be.
so...i guess.
no...i feel...
that it gives more comfort to the state of mind.

i guess new beginnings comes with new changes..
changes for the better..
but i still doubt this new layout is any more better or worse than the previous.
hah
its a little mushy i admit.
its so not really me i presume.
but this stays until i found a new one mind you.
so please bear with it.
and i really cant stand tagboards!
again..its out of pure reluctance.
haiz.
niwaes. i almost forgot to thank hildah for tt fine advice thingy.
i thought of not wanting to rite anymore.
again..i think im just being stubborn.
but blogging still sucks though.
hah.

a good friend of mine once told me that sometimes
the things you wished for so greatly..may not always be the ones u'll
end up falling for..instead..a contradiction of your desire will be the
ones u'd probably find more happiness in...
i never really believed that friend..
till now...
but watever it is..the greater things will soon eventualli befall upon
each and everyone of us..
its just a matter of opening our eyes bigger..
cos my contact lenses are realli giving me problems this few days.
hah.
and i fondly owe an apology to my dear misz-mesz..
i noe i've not been eating well..
but it seems tt ur concern is well too over-critical..
yet the more it heartends me to noe that u realli care..
haha..love you lots..definately..
thx for today. am starting to miss you already.
grrr..
so oi! to the world..!!

i have always been that person behind, unimpressionable and blur.
and you have always been the sweet lady adored by thy entire.
they offered you everything to the point of your despair.
but i tried to make it up to you by the most humbles of ways.
i may not be the prince that can give you the priceless.
but i'll be that knight to save you..that i promise.
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from something so trivial.
to something so beautiful.
im not sure if this feelings inside might last forever.
but i'll cherish every momment i spent with you okiez..
sometimes i may be completely aware of the things around me..
but i'd still be lost just by looking into your eyes.
its you my dear princess.
its you who have really saved me from everything.
and no amount of words in this world i could say
to thank you or tell you how mush i really adore you.
to you its where i belong now.
in you lies all my entirety.
its you the reason im okay now...
its only you whom i truly love...
with that i promise...

had earlier intended to drop off a simple msg

at her blog.

well..changed my mind afterwards.

after seeing her frenz were all like hitting on me.

i dunnoe if they're just skeptical

mabi replacing the envious.

or should i say...

its just pure jealousy of them.

hah.

and ya...please dont feel guilty or anything kiez.

there's nothing in this world i should be angry

or exasperating about when everything

you've done seems faultless to me.

love you always.

and ya..

did i mention i got 3 days off from werk!

happy.happy.

mabi i'll be a girl for one day.

and enjoy the art of shopping!!!

hah.

this is a sign of do0ziness..

mabi i should be off making appointment with my bed now.

nitez.