Monday, March 14, 2005

am i that bad...??
do i post comments which are better left unsaid in my mind??
all those mortals out there does have their feelings,
their own opinions, their own rights to express themseleves.
but sometimes i got this feeling that i might have just cross
this little red line.
and sometimes, i say things out too freely, that im
constantly being reminded all the time.
im just a small little freak with a shallow brain in the head.
hah.
ppl have their ways. and they feel good about it.
the more the reason i shouldn't juxtapose them in comparison.
but on the other hand, its really unhealthy to slum into
damaging soliloquys especially if you're vulnerable to
depressions or sudden outburst from feelings
you've strained inside of you.
but i really appreciate your sincere comments..hildah?? is it?
i dun really know you are.
youre one of the few blog hoppers to come here
and feel agitated about my entries.
its ppl like you..who's unknown to me..that can really assures
how sarcasm can over-influenced me at times.
so i thank you again.
mabi i should consider quitting this blogshittz stuffz.
no more blogs. no more comments. everyones happy.
futhermore im starting to feel sooo gay. hahaha...
so..khai..outz...!!!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

its hard to please people nowadays..
sometimes the smallest of things can be so big an issue.
a friend had just broke off with his girl after just a week or so.
girls nowadays.
theres pretty much a clear consensus about guys not
being able to understand them.
one momment they can take your breath away.
another momment they can tear your heart apart.
as people delve into true meaning of relationshipz,
i can tell you frankly, sometimes i feel that it just dont exist.
is it true that girls are just so hard to please because
they dont always accept we guys appraisals?
haiz.
better leave it to mother nature and the pleasure of titillation
do all the talking.
hah.
boys will just be boys too you know.