there's probably a small line that defines u and me..

each momment in time..

every second that goes by..

that line grows thinner and slimmer..

someday it'll disappear and grow into a big circle around the two of us..hehe

when that happens i know nothing will ever gonna change the way i feel about you..

until that day my dearie..

i'll wait patienly..

but now its only a day away..

its almost time..

yes it is..

that one point in life that i never had expected to come..

but it did...thankfully..

still..i noe and you noe its gonna be special.

very special..

its like a fairytale waiting for the perfect ending..hehe

our ending..

and our start of new beginnings..

i cant wait dear..i really cant..

i just lurve you so much..

sometimes when u finally found what you looking for..

and out of the blue..

something else came up...

and it just make the whole thingy complicated again..

makes u reconsider..

if what u've done all this while is..

worthwhile??

hmm..

you know and i know that its not the best for both..

i hope you'll say no..

i really do...

and all this just reminds me of Superman..

hehe...

i think my dearie is angry..

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what am i suppose to do...?

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say whatever??

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hmmmm.....

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bad idea..

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wait...

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i noe..

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ice cream!!!

hehe..

its been a million words it seems..

i didnt stop until i found something else to read.

polymerizations.

butadiene.

methyl methacrylate.

sodium-iron-ethylene-diamine-tetra-acetic-acid.

whatever shit that means.

and "superman comics" ? hehe

i never realli like the chemical working world.

but they pay me just to sit down and read.

im stuck here no doubt.

one week down.

23 more weeks to go..

i like chemicals...but i hate working.

still i wonder if the great confucius words are true?

"Choose a job that you like and you will never have to work a day in your life"

ya rite..

whatever!

i became a delivery guy..

the one that sends foooood to you..yupz

KFC!! hah.

only for a single momment earlier..

but if i were to be one..

i'll send more than just foooood..

i'll sent lurve....loads of it..!! haha

mabi just for a smally tiny price...

woooo...

imagine that..

"when ur day doesn't go the way you planned.."

"when frens you cared turn their backs on you.."

"when all you wanna do is just break down and cry.."

"just dial my hotline.."

"i'll deliver you the lurve to carry on.."

"i'll give you the leap of faith that you deserved.."

"and a kiss Muackz** if you ordered an Extra-Value-Lurve"

imagine that..

hehe..

pretty much done with the layout..

but a thousand books will still be useless without its readers rite..

i'll probably do the "commercialism" thingy later..

cus the bed is calling out loud..

cant afford to stay awake till wee hours.

24 weeks of gruel workshit has just started..

me keep my chin up..

me stay humble..

and me survive through..

and if u must asked..

me choose my dearie over my bike..

thats for sure..

from what i've expected..

guys don't keep stuffs to themselves..

we represent a homo sepians that is vulnerable to letting out bullcraps to which we call "secrets"

im probably speaking for most of the XY chromo out there.

apparantly, we too, can be a bad liar..

especially to the loved ones..

hmmm..

maby i im speaking for myself for that..hah

dont worry my dearie..i have no secrets from you..

afterall a trivial of guys out there may think otherwise..

cus a fren happen to have the opposite traits

maby its just character that boys are such a "jerks" or "idiots"..

haha..probably a common language in girls talk

i shall go no futher on that..

i think that is what defines girls and guys..

for example..when angry..

girls will tend to cry or spill tantrums all over..

making everyones their fault..

guys will probably do the same..

except it wont last for very long..

they'll get over..and soon enuf..

its history..

a guy can get over a girl faster than a girl could..

nevertheless who am i to say rite..

i cant comment on nature's way of life..

there's a whole lot more to say..

but i think its best if i'll just leave it hanging..

after a long hiatus..

and thanks to my lovey dovey missmesz..

im pretty much an official blogger..

everything else is said..

so shall i begin??