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some young couple has just agreed to buy this B.E.A.-you-teeyfool place I called "home"...

erghhh...

i knew it was gonna happen.

i just hope my new home is beautifuL-LER

hah.

i predict somewhere in the EAST area.

lets just see what happens aite.

but then again. . .

damn!

some malay guys are just so shallow...

they have this thing against going out with "minah tudung/fering"..

-malay girls who wears this scarf thingy over their head you noe.

mabi they think these gerls are just too innocent??

or mabi they thought these girls are just too religious.

and mabi they tot these girls are just pretending to be "presentable" on the outside

but a freaking shitty attitude on the inside.

but what other excuses they have?

haiz..

i just have some few "nice" werds for these ignorant ppl.

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hey! hi-5! you're NOT ALONE!!

Hahahahahaha....

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oooh shhhiiitttt! im gonna die tmr.

hah.

here is my song for you...

Cry alone, I've gone away

No more nights, no more pain

I've gone alone, took all my strength

I've made the change

I won't see you tonight

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Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I cared for and loved

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Building up inside of me

A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free

Don't mourn for me

You're not the one to place the blame

As bottles call my name

I won't see you tonight

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Sorrow sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I cared for and most of all I loved

But I can't see myself that way

Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

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Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change
I won't see you tonight

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So far away, I'm gone.

Please don't follow me tonight

And while I'm gone

everything will be alright

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No more breathe inside

Essence left my heart tonight

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pass my circuit evaluation test.

my PD license on the way!

happy.happy

then dad called.

sad.sad

nazri involved in some freaky bicycle accident.

poor little bro.

ze next thing i knew he was on the hospital bed

playing his toy car making funny faces.

shouldnt you be scared or smthg?

nah..he strong.

tts y hes my bro aight.

shld have seen ze size of his leg.

scarry...

reminds me of afnan.

except tt dis kid is only 4 yrs.

shit happens you know.

pug jelly really sux man.

you should have seen their performance.

ppl were oredi leaving at the midst of their first song.

kinda knew from ze start they were not realli talented musicians.

boOoRrrring...

but electrico was electrifying!

hah. they realli rock down the whole club.

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am at club rouge on thurs night where all ze things were going on.

and anuar was freaking out ze whole time.

cos he had never been to a club before! hah.

overheard him swearing to never go clubbing or watsoevr. heh.

"kite da bayar! okok...lepas habis performance kite jalan..rilek.."

ze gals and me had to realli calm him down. =p

ttz wat we did.

leave ze place after the last pug jelly performance.

didnt even wait to see them finish.

like i said they sux.

not worth ze wait.

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its 7.30am. just reach home from BBQ at pasir ris.

so badly wanna stay there wid ze rest.

but RT Test starting in half hour's time.

haiz.

tired tired.

morningzZzZz...

okokok...kinda irritating isit..hah

nvm..you'll get used to my ok

still deciding whether i still wanna go school today.

got circuit evaluation.

feeling i'll pass and get my provisional driving license.

woohoo...

here i come on the road with ma bike..haha

wednesday's lectures boringZz niwae.

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hmmm..

no mood to rite nimore.

good nite my mortals.

first week of school and it totally sux.

not to mention all those irritating ppl i had to see again.

but im not referring to the ladeees and hot chicks of cos. heh heh.

my attitude getting worse by time.

skip couple of letures just becos i have no mood to go.

is that my mood swing or plain lazy. hah.

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drop by esplande with some sec sch frenz.

some hip hop rock gigg thingy going on.

not really interesting.

but the musics good enuf to hear.

and then then some guys went on stage, start breaking, doing some

shitty hip hop moves as if it was soo fcuking cool.

haiz. what a buch of wannabe posers.

i frankly think its better off without you guys showing it off.

blegrrh..

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it was the same thing again everytime.

esplanade having some fashion parade or something.

skas, punks, rockers, metals, gothics, hip hopies.

every single one had their weird "costumes" on. haha.

what are this ppl trying to prove??

i have no hell of idea.

but its nice to see them "clowns" dressing up.

it'll keep reminding me that ppl, can be so much colourful out there. hah.

isn't he just just Rockin adorable. hah.

he took every chance there is just to bang my drums.

i would have to scold him everytime.

but i guess i have give up on that sooner or later.

he's just following his brother's passion cant blame him.hah.

one day, he's gonna be far better than me.

den i'll surrender hands down.

but im really ok with that.

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cant believe tmr im starting poly all over again.

shitty ass...

school sux.

and so taufik won.

im no pop idol fan. but my respect for him. he sang well.

cant believe he live at the block just infront of my mine.

small world.

mabi get a pic or something if i'll see ya around here.

erghh..not for me of coz!!!

for a special someone whose crazy over him. haiz.

girls will just be girls.

fuyoh...cant believe it.

this is by far the toughest practical..yet

to clearly think that someone was gonna fail..who wasnt?

especially if that someone had skidded off violently and

fell face straight down on the road. damn. embarrasing and it hurts.

and if that wasnt enuf, this stupid someone

was caught by the head instructor for driving recklessly

on the main circuit. that someone was given a five min lecture and warning. haiz.

it so happens that someone was me. ooolala.

onli 2 out of 5 person was shown mercy and passed.

i was one of the two. hah.

only god knows why. miracle.

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im sorry for the other 3. especially the girl.

that cute malay girl.

talking and laughing with her throughout.

and i didnt even catch her name. sobz.

she did smile and wave first to me at the end. so sweeeet

i waved back.

awwwww....

the art of single status. hah.

when was my last entry??

almost a week now..

just too lazy

and where is she???

damn.. my heart just came crashing..

that was my last hope..i think

then too fcuking bad..haha

no im not totally sad..probably expected it already

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and yes im single zafirah..why do u ask so much

and thx for the shirt. its nice.

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been a year or so since i wrote a letter

a short one wont do any harm aight

but didnt know i had to send three at once..ooolala

just too much stuffs which no longer belong to me no more

just returning your favour

hope u dont mind...