i was an innocent victim tortured to do this..
but i see no harm..
although this stuffs bores me..
but then again..i shall bore you to death..hah

7-random-facts-bout-me
.:: Superhero!!! (to the rescue!!!)
.:: artsy-farsty!! (sounds like fart but not! excuse me... pooot* oops)
.:: metro-sexual (thats what they say lahz..)
.:: emoistic-gentleman (my secret identity. hah)
.:: happy-go-lucky (no worries no hurries)
.:: happily indulged optimism (waaaarrrttt crap!)
.:: happy and you knoe you clap your hands!! clap*clap* hahaha...

7-things-that-scare-me
.:: Losing my parents..(cuz thats where my "visa and mastercard" come from..haha!)
.:: knowing how my future wife looks like..(keke)
.:: eeeekkkk crasSssh keboooom** ACCIDENT!!
.:: genuine bapoksZs!! (gays)
.:: woof woof**
.:: bangla..go happy hour with the maid lahz..!!
.:: ooooooo.....

7-things-i-like-most
.:: my family..(love them to bits!!)
.:: my grandma..(muackz.muackz**)
.:: honda baby* (vroom vroom!!)
.:: lalalala...** sing for me plz..!! hah
.:: frenzies..
.:: la' muzic
.:: chocs?! what chocs??!! one large hawaian pizza please!!

7-things-i-said-most
.:: "okay? okay.."
.:: "f***!!" (when im angry lahz..)
.:: "sembarang.."
.:: "hello??" (its everyones common pick-up-phone word..but no one realise that)
.:: "je'mappelle kHai! j'parle francais" (my name is khai. i speak french) like real!! hah
.:: "you taste shit before a??" (everytime someone say they feel like shit) logically sensible
.:: "mak! nak mimilk" (small boy that time)

7-people-to-do-this
.:: everyone..!!! dot dot dot
i don wanna be the one ruining other lives..haha
you people do as you see fit kay? kay...

its hard looking at someone and go un-noticed..
its even harder to smile when you're afraid to blush..haha
first impressions of attractions:
its always a loony game..keke
just dont spill that personality too far..

emotions have no boundaries..
thats why people can get can their head over heels in trivia dispute.
they can get their feelings all mixed up and still manage to find some unlawful reasons to find one's fault..
some just go with the "flow"..
others just wanna create "splashes"..
suits them. dont bother me.

and have i told you that my instincts are almost certain..??
sometimes too good to be true i supposed..haha
dont bet with me if you're afraid to lose..
a friend nearly suffered the consequences but i prolly well let her off..hehe
a gentleman proclaimed is a gentleman himself**..i think =/
im just being me i guess..
no hard feelings kay..weeee***

im amazed at how this earth revolves around money but not love..
im amazed at how many people fall victims to uncivillised behaviour..
im amazed at why the world doesnt adapt to us..but us instead to them..
im amazed at why humans put up two faces to the ones around them..

hehe..at times i just feel so insecure..

i learn something new today..
after almost 20 years me walking on this earth..
only now i realised..
i tend to get hiccups when i eat realli spicy food..
haha..

someone reminded me of my birthday...
it just so happens that im the youngest of them group..
( youngest = kana sabo most?? ) thats their theory..
i've been giving much slaps and punches on all of them birthdays..
(to be exact..big hard 20 slaps on each)
up to the point of them having like "red malaria rashes" on their bare bodies...
im sure its painful..
what'd they expect? its suppose to be..
whuahaha..evil me...
i didnt realise i could get a hundred in total when my time comes..

i vow to go MIA when that day arrives..
yup i vow!! and pledge and promise and whatever shit i'll need to..just to escape..
escape this horrible gruesome feat..keke
i've been in a cake bash last year..
and even my men's garments got caught in the camera..!! haha
please..i think i had enough for once..
i'll prolly cancel all dates and stuffs which has anything to do with "celebrating"..
cuz i know that i only find solace and decent celebration with my family..
rite mum and dad?
i think i heard them said yes..
haha!
lup.lup them to bits...!!
can buy me an electronic drumset pweeees??***&$!$#

sometimes..when you thought you had everything in your grasp..
including everyone who has been there by your side..
from the shits and torns you put them through..
sometimes..just sometimes..
you may tend to overlook the possibility of under appreciating that particular person..
on the contrary..
you have a feeling you cant be your true selves anymore..
you will probably end up restricting your rightful freedom until you realised its too late..
when that happens..you tend to blame anything..
but yourselves..

when i think back..
i had no regretts
i know i made the right choice..
and i know that for the fact..it might hurt a little too much..
but it'll be okay when time due to come...

thats life probably..
its not a perfect journey..
but its up to us to make it a pleasant one..

for a new beginning..
needs a new start..
for my new "baby"...
isnt she just adorable??
hah..

its funny when someone claims to know the type of girl i like.
its even hilarious if what they "claim" to be..is not true at all..hah
such ridicule things can get..
but i'll be damn surprise if someone were to got it right.
do i look that obvious to you??
i hope not..
i certainly wouldn't want it to be written all over my face.
such disgrace it could have been..
i doubt im that predictable..
again..hope not...

i do have taste..
still yes i do have mood swings sometimes..
the unique morality of a girl is what i always stay true to..
i want her to be "different".
i want her to be educated well..
and of course..
i want her to appreciate me for who i am..

but things can change here after..
sometimes you need something even more than just moral values..
irrelevant as it may seem..
these so called criteria are just temporary desires..
they wont stay long..
but long enough to satisfy ourselves until we got to another phase of life..

for my case..as of now...
i need that extra special things in a girl..
basically..i want a girl who is able to sing well..
and i'll crave for a girl who can teach me the chinese language..
hahahaha..wouldnt that be nice..
i'll be happy..
however..like i said..
this is just temporary irrelevance...
but i stil can have my pop princess right..??
haha

officially..my 100th post of this im-not-okay revelation
and counting...
counting...
counting..
couting