there are times when i think you dont know me at all...
but then...
there are times when i think you know me better than anyone..
i guess you can never be too sure of someone's interior goodwill to the people around them..
its more appropriate not to judge..then having to question their intentions
i would preferbly go with the former..
since ive been surrounded by people that practices open conversation,
im afraid of losing that trust..

as of lately ive been reminded over and over again that im a source of laughter..
one that brings the fun out of people..
quoted by friends
seriously..i don't intend to anyway or anyhow..
maby i misunderstood them..maby i am a source that needs to be laughed at..
haha..apparently im happy enough for happy people around me..
i think i need a scrap off my boyish acts..
i need to get serious for once..you know..wake up my bloody idea..
for reality sake...im turing a BIG 2.0. in two months time..
haiz...