"insanely insecure"
thats my special word just for today
almost every single day is as significant as another..so its fair to say today was a wee-bit different..
as though im suffering from an impartial twist of emotion..
one minute i was happy...
the next..im mad..
in time..frustrations overwhelming the thought that seeks to find peace in my mind..
while all these emotions goes on a roller coaster ride..
the story goes on and on...twitching every single point..
end the end of the day..i fell victim to a guilty consciousness to myself and to the people around me..

oh what a day today..
can i just have a message on my back? someone please??
the strain on my back is killing me...
i'll pay dont worry...
haha