i hate doing this to the people around me..

yeah.."THIS!!"..

"this", is the thing that i already endured for the past two 2 mths..

"this", which tells me im gonna suffer for the next 16weeks.

"this" is when i put on a fake smile..

"this" is how i held a fake laugh when someone makes a lame joke..

"this" is what i'll pretend to do when the supervisors around..reasearching..

and when they're not around..i'll be in my la la land*..weee %$!*(@%%!

"this" is how i tell people im fine when im actually not..

and finally..

"this" is how i'll poised to be smart when im definately not..fucking showoff!!

if only i could be someone..

you know..a superhero..?? keke

im better off saving the world then stuck here doing office werk..

haiz...

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and nowadays i realised there's alot of talented "ferrings" out there..

hahaha..evil me

kay..no comment..=