disappointed.

thats the feeling as soon as i got off from my bed.

or is it devastated??

maby disheartened??

either way...none of which can make my day.

i dont know whose to blame..

i may be a really bad jerk..

but i fucking know where my faith and loyalties lie...

thats in you...

its been awhile...

but having another companion never once crossed my mind..

now i really began to question myself..

who am i to you??