have you ever had that feeling that someone..

somewhere out there..

somehow in some ways..

have that inner feelings for you..??

and when we try to deny as hard as we could..

it keeps bugging us in the most oddest of times..

some see as a blessing..

others sees as an "opportunity"...

a dirty one that is...hah.

nonetheless...

right this momment i feel like im caught in between bad chemistry.

one hand i already have an angel who i dearly love...

on the other..

i cant erase the pitiness towards thy.

honesty is and has always been my first priority.

its only right that i relent my true climate of opinions

towards both..

like all problems and dilemma...

only time can heal the cold dispute..

for being that sane being...

i'll reward myself with something...

something special...

hah...