privacy has never been at my top priority.
until recent events which kinda instill this doubtous feeling for the ones i truly had relied on.
its not a question of lifelong bonds uncertainty,
i know im not going that far..
cuz sometimes there is a line of trust and concelameant that you wouldnt wanna cross.
pardon me..
but you should have known well enough what you cant and which you dont.

im not putting any blame nor do i resolve in any audacious decision-making.
after all..we are in fact humans..
suspicion and curiosity are just part of our natural instincts.
but still..we are able to override the urge dont we??
bottomline..no hard feelings alright

and i am sooo looking foward to something** tonight..
happy.happy.
hehe..
the only way i can miss you is being so close to you but knowing i cant have you*