there comes a time when crucial situation requires sane choices..
and when logical priorities clash upon trust and boundaries..

im sure those two lines means nothing to everyone else..
but the matter of fact is..i screwed up..
ive made an irrational decision which i'll probably live to remember and regret
hurting you is the last sin i'll ever want to do..
hearing* your cries are my worse guilt which i can never forgive myself for anymore..

i am truly sorry for things ive said which ive said..
even though everythings alright now..
and you might have gotten over it and forgive me..
right at this momment..im more than delighted..
but there is still this sense of remorse still lingers deep inside..

kick me..strangle me..drown me..
picit punat or watever..
something to make it go away..hehe..
but i dont want you to go away..
and i dont want to turn back time please..? =)

thanks for everything..
you help me define the things i need to appreciate in this life..

*this tiny soul of mine still needs you*